Yesterday was the last class for obstetrics. I'm still getting used to this kinda life. I feel so free and find myself thinking what to do next. Haha but I might just enjoy the moment before the busy cycle starts. New subject coming up this Friday. Of all things, we have to learn Economics. How ridiculous is that. And it is at freaking 0830am. Sabar je lah!
I've always enjoyed obs class despite being scolded by the HOD most of the time. I swear she is the most anal person alive. That was quite an experience. Haha I learned a lot of things along the way. Witnessed a live vaginal labour for the first time. OMG that was the scariest thing ever. I was holding my breath thru the whole process. One of my classmates almost fainted after he saw the vagina! Haha that was funny! But when the baby came out and they handed the baby to the mother, it was the most beautiful moment I've ever encountered. Couldn't help myself from shedding a few tears.
Well, that made me realized how huge a mother's sacrifice is. They were fighting for their life for your existence into the world. I immediately sent a text to my mother for giving birth to me. And worse, I'm a breech baby (I came out bottom first. LOL). I've learned that breech labour causes more pain to the mother and for the first child, it has a high risk for complications. Gosh! I can't imagine what my mom had gone through. And yet ... It's like a huge slap in the face.
I'm sorry for everything Mummy. I swear I love you with all my heart.
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