lost.

''bila ketakutan ada dalam diri, itu membuatkan kita lebih dekat padaNya.'' -AA

Alhamdulillah, i survived my first day out since the bombing. and it's not easy. seriously. i just can't ignore those pairs of eyes staring at me. i pretended to read my anatomy text book to show that i'm just a student. a medical student indeed. and i'm not a terrorist carrying bombs in my bag. i felt like crying. but i kept telling myself to think positive. today is just like any other day. some people went out of the metro when they saw me inside. oh daddy, i wish you're here to protect me. to help me go through this. and mummy, i need your strength and courage. this is too much for me to handle. too much! i'm just not strong enough. help :'(