i need motivation.

here i am on tuesday evening taking a short break while studying physics for tomorrow's control. i found myself so unproductive lately. i think it started after anatomy control on thursday. i watched all the series and as usual. and on friday i skipped lecture and did NOTHING that day. by 5 pm i decided to go to the girls' place. and sleepover for 2 nights! sigh! burnt 3 days of cuti. it was fun. i had a great time but no books involved. im a student and im supposed to study! went back to my place on sunday evening. goyang kaki until 8. and then only i started flipping through bio textbook for monday's control. padan muka nurul. cant jawab anything on monday. you can say goodbye to avtomat now :(

basically i wasted lots of time doing nothing. bioorg chemistry's final is in 4 weeks time and yet, i know nothing!

really need to get my schedule in place. i think my plan now is to follow my daily routines at SAMURA. need to discipline myself. i miss the old me who woke up at 4am, did solat hajat and spent my time in study room.

subjects for semester 1.

biology
physics
general chemistry
bioorganic chemistry
latin
anatomy
fizkultura
russian

note to myself :

• stop skipping classes and lectures.
• study minimum 4 hrs a day
• make a daily schedule to plan studies